Pete

Innocently searching for costume shops today when an MSN window pops up...

Bleep says:
hey dude, do u want another blow job
Pete says:
another one??
Bleep says:
whoops
Bleep says:
sorry
Bleep says:
wrong person
Pete says:
LOL
Bleep says:
want one anyway

The opportunities that can come your way on a Tuesday afternoon are endless.

Ben!!!! Phil!!!! Come over and lets make videos for youtube.

Damn it! that sounds like I'm proposing porn.

I actually had quite an emotional reaction to this cute little clip.

I mean, I know it's funny but I enjoy its ongoing theme of hope. Made me think of the idea of always putting yourself out there 'cause you never know when it's just around the corner.

Oh and I think we've all been in these situations at least once.

MSN conversation between myself and daleboyben...


Benjamin says:
im watching this doco on gay animals

Pete says:
lol

Pete says:
you're so gay

Benjamin says:
and a male elephant is full on playing with anothers dick with his trunk

Benjamin says:
like masturbating him

Pete says:
lol....r u masturbating yourself while watching???

Benjamin says:
lol does that make me a bad person?

Pete says:
I wont judge you until you actually admit it then I'll tell everyone

Benjamin says:
no im not masturbating

Pete says:
LOL

later....

Benjamin says:
with all the techonlogy in the world and we still cannot communicate with animals

Benjamin says:
whats with that?

Pete says:
lol

Pete says:
you're so masturbating

Brisbane, Brisbane, here I come! Looking forward to this. Firstly I'm excited about getting out of the City (Sydney), and secondarily, I get to see all my family.

That alone will be interesting, this will be the first time in about 5 or 6 years that all of my immediate family will be in the same room together. I'm Switzerland! And I look forward to sitting back and watching the women in my life respond to all their insecurities.

In other news I currently have an ex-prostitute staying at my house.

I love straight people! I went out into the straight world last night. I was drunk and seemingly the only gay person in the few bars we crawled to and from. At CBD Bar there was hot music, I was drunk, and I'm very camp on the dancefloor. The Bus Stop started, and so, obviously, I began doing the Bus Stop, I turn around and have about 10 woman pulled into line following my every move. I don't think that bar had ever seen that before in it's existance.

Oh and my sister had a baby this morning. I kinda feel like we were almost kindred spirits, she was having a baby and I was having anal sex, I feel like I know what she was going through.

I look forward to telling my new niece this story on her 18th.

Officially a huge Big Brother fan this year. I have no life and now my life has meaning.

Now, an explaination to my comment on philbert83 journal entry. Picked up on bearwww.com early hours this morning, his name was gaz, he was British and gay and he's going to be my one time lover. Anyways, I came, I dressed, and I toddled off home from Potts Point. On the way home I decided to fill my car up with fuel. Always the first thing I think of after I orgasm.

Pumping gas, thinking of the pumping I had earlier, walked up to the counter. "Gasp!" I didn't have my wallet. I assumed I wasn't going to be paying for sex so I left it at home. Embarassed, I had to explain to the attendant, he was mad! After telling him I lived just up the road it was decided I would leave my car as collatoral, run home to get my wallet and return to pay.

I hurried out of the service station into the bucketing rain that drenched Sydney last night. Running past The Tilbury my thongs start slipping. I kick them off and proceed running through the streets of Woolloomooloo bare foot. Running past the homeless men (the homies) sleeping in the bus shelter one of them stirs. What an ironic sight for him.

Long story semi short I make it back to pay the $50 for petrol and decided a pack of B&H smooth were in order. Make it home, soaked to the cum encrusted bone, lit up a cigarette and sighed. That was good sex!

Got rejected by a gaydar shag on Saturday morning. Rocked up to his appartment, he saw me and decided against the shaggin bit.

I laughed and walked out.

Was I more dissapointed about being rejected based on the way I look or was it missing out on the Tina he promised????

These are the important questions in life.

I'm sure you all saw daleboyben's sexy pic's of him in drag. My workmates have certainly not forgotten it. Ben's becoming more popular than me at work, of course he was more than happy to pose for their photos at Arq. That's what I get for taking the straights to Arq.

Going out for dinner tonight, somewhere beside the Sherraton, have to where a suit. Fuckin' Hell! I don't wanna go. I just wanna go to the Coogee Bay hotel, eat a steak and drink beer. I always enjoyed doing the 'nice' night out but in my old age (24 is midddle age in gay years) I've come to understand what constitutes a good night out for me, and it involves me wearing jeans.

Going to Brisbane in May. Anyone know good places to drink mid week? I plan to make the most of EVERY night in Brisvagas.


Yesterday's conversation with housemate:

Alison: So, how did the date go?

Me: Don't really think it was a date.

Alison: Why? Was he ugly?

Me: I don't want to answer that for fear of sounding superficial.

Ok, so interesting weekend. Got quite sick on Friday. Turns out if you don't see to your infected wisdow tooth for a few months it can give you a blood infection. Will be extracted soon, look forward to that will let you know.

Blood infection or not, I was still going to the AFL game on Saturday. I love AFL especially when it comes free in the corporate "Millenium Room" with free steak and unlimited free booze. Crowded public transport is tolorable when your as plastered as we were. Many thanks to Daleboyben for the invitation.

Peter: (singing)"You know we belong together.
You and I forever and ever.
No matter where you are,
you're my guiding star."

Peter: "Now you do the girl bit!"

Courtney: (Singing in girl voice)
"Änd from the very first moment I saw you,
I never felt such emotion....."

I'm sure a thousand other poor souls have walked the same beach and sung the same song, but Courtney and I, being the fags we are, just couldn't help ourselves during todays visit to Summer Bay. And spare me the factual correction that it's actually Palm Beach, I know this, I've just been refering to the place as Summer Bay all day.

The entire afternoon I know we were both hoping to be discovered and saved from our C grade corporate and unemployed lives. No such luck. Not to be dissatisfied, we did get to see Kim, he's hot, I wanted to masturbate him in the surf club toilets.

It's almost 5pm on a saturday afternoon and I've done nothing all day, I feel as though I'm wasting my weekend. Weekends are so precious to me now that school is getting extra difficult, why do I choose to do things that my brain is probably not capable of handling?

Happy about some things, sad about others at the moment. Ya get that I 'spose. I wish I could fix things this time but I think it all needs to take it's course. I know, I know, I'm talking a little riddley but that's all you're gonna get right now.

Oo, this is good. My Mum's got herself a new man. She manages to go through quite a number of men but still manage to keep her sophisticated persona. I envy her for that. Anyways, she's gonna be moving to Coffs Harbour early next month with this guy. I guess it's a cool thing, he does own the largest independant transport company on the north coast, he's a little loaded I think, I'm just concerned Mummy dearest might not be going into this for love, not that I'm an expert on that (I am learning quickly though). *Blushes*

I'm going to Darwin for Xmas. I think I'm going to die! I walk around in an Armidale winter in shorts and a T shirt, I don't think I'm gonna be able to handle a Top End Summer. I might just paint clothing onto my skin instead of wearing clothes. Who's got a visual??? HAHAHA!

I didn't end up getting into the detail I was intending, aww well. I might try to see if my housemates are up for a bonding evening. We need that right now.

I feel clean.

Semester Two at Uni has officially started......well for me anyways. I'm DOING 4 classes, despite the 'advice' of the Faculty of Arts receptionist, whom I actually like. But who is she to tell me what I can and can't do? She's a RECEPTIONIST! She did have a point though in saying that I should consider doing less classes, I mean it is true, I haven't actually successfully completed 4 classes in a semester before. But there's always a first for everything, I'm just trying to find my groove.

Our household is functioning really really well. We haven't even started bitching yet, but with 2 homo's and a 'suspected' homo (all in good humor) in the place I'm sure it won't take long. Although I have found with my housemates that we tend to support each other like an Australian made bra rather then put each other down. My housemates may or may not agree with me on this one.


I have a few issues going on in my head at the moment, issues that shall remain there for a little longer. Our world isn't ready for these things just yet, the time will 'probably' come at around the same time a bottle of Bundy is consumed. It usually happens this way.

Also started doing something I haven't done on a regular basis since first year....I'm walking to classes! This could be due to the location of my new home of course.

OMG, I just realised I've only made 18 entries all up, well this will make 19. I haven't even filled a whole '20 entries' page.

I'm currently in Tamworth, taking advantage of my sister being here and doing the whole 'family' thing. It's very exhausting. But I'll be back in Armidale tomorrow night if all goes to plan, but I've gotta write some report thing for my universities Student Assocciation. They wanted this report on July 7, I didn't know about this until July 12 so they can either wait or kick me off my position for all I care. And while I'm at it, I'm really starting to get sick of the way our Student Assocciation is run internally, it works great for the students mind you, but I feel as though I'm kept in the dark about things or I feel as though I'm assumed to know things I in fact know absolutely nothing about. I think I will say something about this actually.

But now that my rant is done I shall return to Armidale and do the things that are required of me like the little lemming that I am.

THE END

Exams are ALL done, and I'm just Twenty-one,
All I want is a penis up my bum. (hehe)
But now I have to pack and move house,
I think I might feed my cat a dead mouse.

YAY!

Just finished the first of my only 2 exams. They (exams) are 50% over, I like this very much. Gotta go shopping and get my brain working on the important things again like clothes, shoes, and CD's.

I realised something last night, it's very hard to go back to any form of dependency on one's parents. Even the request of a tiny favor envolves a great deal of sucking up and actually caring about all those icky negative family issues we all try to avoid. Down with dependency, and screw centerlinks definition of dependency while I'm at it.

But now, it's shopping time.

Ok, so a drunken Bistro night has bought me back to Live Journal, I'm concerned about that, but who wants to dwell on that and stimulate brain activity, I have no more assignments! Well, I have exams, but they are only 4 hours out of the entire semester.

Been house hunting, not an easy task. But no matter how it all turns out I'll have a place to live one way or another. I think I might go shopping for furniture in the not too distant future. Spending money again where I shouldn't, aww well.

My two wayward housemates have returned, it was weird only having two of us there, even though it was for a short time, our house is so big, I think I like having lots of people around me.

Overall I've been fantastically happy but subdued. Content with my life and content with myself. Hehe, I haven't been whinging about body image or weight for once.I think I might take a trip soon.

OMG, just had a rush of thought into my head. I'm totally coming around to Kim from BB lately. She's still an annoying loudmouth who may or may not fuck her relatives, but she has some interesting things to say and some great philosophies, one of my all time favorites being (may not be word for word) "You're not REALLY drunk until you've shit yourself and lost a shoe"........It's true!

B says that I sould writre somethingt......I am like totally drunk but what sdo you expect from a bistro night? I was trtyuing to pick up tonight, that person probably knows who they are, but it didn't succeed. Vodka is bad, I wanna bgo to bed.

I think I might ditch this whole journal thing. Now, all I have to do it figure out how to delete it.